May 23, 2011

A Safe Harbour.

These days, my entire being is consumed by feelings of unfamiliar content. A certain kind of absolute happiness, which I yet have to adequately grasp, in order to precisely define, as it is so unknown to my perception.

I have been happy before, but NEVER like this.

The emotions that consume me are so very difficult to convey - however I feel that I am exactly at the right place with the right person.
I have never felt so much at home.
Nor have I ever before made anyone feel exactly the same way in return.

A realization occurred to me recently.

A notion that life does progress in stages.
It is my belief that we need to complete each stage in the order it is presented to us. We can not bypass any predicaments, however painful and unfair they might appear and we can not escape that which is predestined.
Today I understand the there is a master plan behind every event, even those that leave us in bitter tears and despair. As when we endure those times, we will encounter occurrences that surpass everything we have ever known.
We will enter a place in time and space that defies that which we comprehend and we will experience unforgettable moments. Those that leave us breathless and reinforce our belief in the magical and enchanting.
In the spiritual and in the divine.

These days my life seems altered.
As if it has been redefined in a novel way. The pieces finally fit and everything around me seems brighter. The sunshine, the skies, the vernal bloom. Even the faces of strangers. My senses are heightened and my perception transformed.  My whole being feels like an intricate and delicate clockwork, one that has been still and silent for what seems like an eternity and which has suddenly started to function and move because the right hands have mended it.

All those journeys that I have undertaken, many in raging storms and hostile seas, seem so removed from my perception as I have sailed into a safe harbour.
For the first time in my adult life I experience a strong urge to drop anchors - for extended period of time.

Perhaps - finally - for good.

(Images: Photobucket)


Rajesh said...

I am happy for you, that you are happy. Enjoy your life to the full. I pray that, this happy time continues for you ever.

S. Susan Deborah said...

I'm happy that you are so happy, dear Zuzana. Everything does have a purpose and I'm glad that the life's anchor is finally found. I wish you only the best, my friend and cheers to life.

*Clinks glasses*

Joy always,

Elizabeth said...

I couldn't be more happy for you than I am right now. Still look at the pictures I made of the two of you and you look and feel so close.
Another weekend has come and gone but there will be many more!!!!

Alberto Hugo Rojas said...

beautiful images.
like me and excite your posts
thanks for the bits of your life that you type here,

Christmas-etc... said...

Oh... what a lovely lovely post! I couldn't agree with you more about stages in life. I am just so so happy to read that the pieces are falling into place for you! This is a good moment!
Many more blessings dear lady with the beautiful name!
PS So sorry to hear that Batcat isn't too well. Hope that he is soon back to normal! Edward is doing great, thank you! Able to jump up onto the counters now which makes us smile in appreciation of his health but cringe as our nice fish dinner had to be donated to the cats outside last night (not for Edward - he's on a special diet)!
So neat about the St. Nicholas Spring! Looking forward to hearing what you find!

Hilary said...

You never know what life will bring, eh? I'm happy for your happiness. :)

Anonymous said...

You are so right...everything happens as it should and when it should. I'm so glad you are in such a happy place : )

Julie Hibbard said...

Don't you LOVE that feeling? Like you HAD to go through that rough patch to GET to THIS place and now you know WHY? It's a brilliant feeling of satisfaction and confidence! I think it's called PEACE.
So happy that you're happy!

bright star said...

Wow Dear Suzana ,so you are in love! A special kind id happiness comes with love when we are no longer dizzy kids!. Yes it does seem that all the trials etc have a meaning. I love what you post. Congratulations and enjoy! lol Angela

Auntie sezzzzzz... said...

Wonderful! All round!

Naturally it's wonderful, that you feel this marvelous, at any time in your life. But all the more so, when quite recently, you were feeling the very opposite.


Gentle hugs,

Unknown said...

I am happy for you! I too believe that life is for learning certain lessons, you can put some of them off, but you can not avoid them. I hope you continue to have happy ones.

Unknown said...

Yahoo!Sounds like LOVE is in the air!
Congratulation's and best wishes for a love that continues to grow.

Darla said...

Lovely...enjoy your safe harbor and the gifts that it brings.

Kath said...

sounds like L-O-V-E to me and who could not love you, you are beautiful both ouside and inside x

Bhushavali said...

Missing you Zuzana in my blog!!! :(
India Heritage Museum
What I wore to a Museum Visit

Claus said...

When someone is experiencing some pleasant moment, a friend can't help but feel happy as well; especially so when it happens to someone who deserves it more than anyone in the whole world.
have a great day my friend!

Anonymous said...

Beautifully written. Love is life-altering, isn't it?

Dan said...

This post so made me smile for you Zuzana! I'm so glad that you feel so happy, content and anchored in a safe harbour finally.

Brian Miller said...

big smiles. sounds like you are ina great place zuzana. i agree nothing is random and everything we go through prepares us for the next step in happy for you to be in that place...

A Lady's Life said...

Every one deserves happiness and so I cheer for your happiness and hope it continues to be with the special person in your life.
God Bless :)

Laura said...

I'm so happy for you Zuzanna! Breathe in each moment of joy and remember it always...for when dark clouds pass by again, you will know that they are only passing, for sunshine will again return and YOU KNOW what that feels like and that it is possible!

Betsy Brock said...

Your happiness is contagious as I can't help but smile as I read your words! :)

Margie said...

Smiling and so very happy for you, dear Zuzana.
Loved reading this post!
Be happy always, beautiful lady!

Margie xo

Sia Jane said...

Just beautifully articulate and beautifully beautiful ♥

adrielleroyale said...

I am so happy for you Zuzanna!! It is so true that when the right hands do the fixing, the result is perfect! I pray you continuous joy and contentment and safety in this safe harbor! :)

Jill from Killeny Glen said...

Oh Zuzana! SO HAPPY for you....written by a woman in love! A beautiful and heart filled post.

sprinkles said...

I wish I could be that blissfully happy. Unfortunately, I've always known that love wasn't in the cards for me. I'm thrilled that it's worked out so well for you though.

SandyCarlson said...

How life unfolds is as much mystery as it is magic, I think. Wonderful stuff. I am happy that you are happy.

Jill from Killeny Glen said...

Zuzana...I am back to say that I love the term/words "unfamiliar content." :)

Anonymous said...

I am so happy for you, sweet Zuzana!!! :)
Enjoy every wonderful moment!


every person who comes into our lives comes at the right time and in the right way for whatever it is that their purpose is in being in our life! what a joyful time for you! wonderful!

A Plain Observer said...

when I was looking for a house and had seen 40 of them, a woman I worked with said when you find the right house you will know it and you won't have to explain why, you will just love it.
That is what I remember when I feel I am in the right place, at the right time. You found your house, make it your home

Holly said...

Lately when I read your posts I feel as if I am reading a Jane Austin novel. They make me almost giddy because I can sense your giddyness, contentment, and even relief within them. I am SOOO ELATED for you that you are truly happy right now. You really deserve this time to soak in all of the positive emotions. To bask in them even. If you do drop anchor anytime soon, I will be there to cheer for you!

The images are stunning!!!

Reading Tea Leaves said...

Oh Zuzana, I tried to leave a message the other day but Blogger was having none of it!! So I'm sorry this comment is late.

I'm so happy for you - it sounds like love to me! Your happiness is jumping off the page. It can be a once in a lifetime feeling when all the pieces fit together and it feels, well, just right. Enjoy, my dear friend. You deserve every happiness!


steviewren said...

How wonderful to feel thus and know that someone dear to you feels the sames. Cherish every moment and know that I am happy for you!

Ms.Chief loves wigwams! said...

Harbour of Harmony, when Mind, Body & Soul journey is perfect congruence, when all meanings whisper their purpose & value to the inner depths & chambers of the heart. As you recline, bathe in sacred revelations that are You, are your love & is your life. Enjoy each & every moment beauootiful heart. xXx

Sumandebray said...

I am so happy for you and glad that you are spreading the happiness .... and making everyone happy

Savour the moments

Zuzana said...

Rajesh, Susan, Elizabeth, Alberto, Ann, Hilary, LadyCat, Julie, Angela, Amelia, Kat, Deborah, Darla, Kath, Bhushavali, Claudia, ladyfi, Dan, Brian, Lady, Laura, Betsy, Margie, Sia Jane, adrielle, Jill, sprinkles, Sandy, Zuzu, Gypsy, Myriam, Holly, Jeanne, Stevie, P and Sumandebray – oh thank you my very dear friends for your kind words and for expressing your candid joy about my current state of mind.

I am so delighted that I can share with you my happiness, as indeed when we are in a place of peace and comfort and when we feel everything has fallen into place, we want to share our experiences with the world.

I feel I want to share my joy with all of you, as the road leading to my safe harbour has been long and full of obstacles.
Arriving at last makes me believe in happy endings.
And in the beauty of life.

Thank you all as always for your continued interest in my writing, your visits mean more than I can ever adequately express in words,


Cheryl Kohan said...

Such a great post! I can just imagine the joy you are experiencing and that's a wonderful thing. Do drop anchors, Zuzana.

Zuzana said...

Thank you my dear Cheryl, finally I am replying to comments.;))